User:Leucosticte

Hi, I have just begun researching asexuality/grey-A because I am starting to wonder whether that is the direction I am headed in. I definitely was not always that way, particularly during adolescence. But I think that over time, after a very long period of sexual atrophy/celibacy, it was almost as though I sublimated those desires into my work (writing, coding, philosophizing, etc.); and yet, I was always passionate about my work so maybe that has nothing to do with it. I'm not sure what I would do if I were invited into a sexual situation (I feel like I might be apathetic about it), although I still fantasize about women when I masturbate. Despite these feelings/confusion, I still have a strong interest in political issues surrounding sexuality, since I think that they impact freedom in general.

I am a MediaWiki developer, a system administrator at Mises Wiki and PolyWiki.org, and owner of Nathania.org, Libertapedia.org, and ChildWiki.net. Most of my wikis are, as a practical matter, one-person operations, although I leave them OpenEdit as a matter of principle and invite people to edit.