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Hi everyone, well I just wanted to start by saying I'm freaking weird. Always have been. Never been accepted, never developed social skills, never had a sexual relationship even though I'm 20. Well, of course you guys can identify with that last one at least.

Okay, my story is weird also. See, I barely even considered that I might be asexual until like 4 hours ago. Now I am almost entirely convinced that I am. Previously I have labeled mysef bisexual (because I was not attracted to males or females I figured that I had the same level of attraction for both men and women, therefore bi), then I considered myself pansexual, since I am not attracted by any physical matter, and my only attraction exists in the mind and personality and doesn't even approach sexual attraction, but I just thought the sexual attraction might come AFTER romance. Who knows it still might, but I do know that I just can't function with sexual beings who are not looking for intellect, personality, spiritual connection and romance, but are just looking for someone to bang. I don't even think about sex when I am around people and I have found it hard to fathom that others seem to assess every person based on their "bangability".

So yeah, that's me. Oh yeah, I'm also Pagan, believing in a lot of alternate spirituality and such. I don't generally bring it up in conversation except with other Pagans or people genuinely interested, so that's fairly irrelevant to many of you probably.